Friday, October 12, 2007

On The Road again

I visited Lowell today to see the "original" scroll, the first draft of Jack Keroac's On The Road. I haven't really been a Kerouac fan, but felt it was my duty as a writer and Lowellian. Having tried a few times to read On The Road, Dharma Bums and Town and the City, I was disappointed that none of them grabbed me, and I was still missing what all the fuss is about. I'm not old enough to know the people who say he was nothing but a bloated drunken bum, but there seem to be more memories in Lowell of his vomit than of his contribution to literature or history. I own my share of black turtlenecks, and enjoy jazz and a poetry reading, but felt a little guilty that as a Lowellian, I never felt the need to ride the Kerouac bandwagon, but I wasn't ready to dismiss it either.

So before I left for the exhibit today, I read Louis Menand's article in The New Yorker, Drive, He Wrote. I'm no scholar, and have apparently been buying into the stereotype of The Beats, and not known them well enough. Bop is the best. I've read my Ginsburg and my Corso etc. but didn't know much about them other than their well publicized exploits. Menand's article made two points that sent my view of Kerouac right over the falls.

On defining The Beat Generation, Menand writes, "Irony was the the highbrow virtue of the day, and the Beats had none." At this, I realized that I never quite got the Kerouac novels because I expected that irony, because you almost always do with what is established as "literature." Add to that Kerouac's staus as spokesman for the Beats, however reluctant, and all I could ever wonder was "What is he trying to be?" But without the irony, his work suddenly gains a sincerity I'm sorry I missed, and look forward to revisiting.

The second interesting point in the article was that the scroll, in all its sinlge-spaced persistence, was actually edited again and again over 6-10 years before it was published. But it's not just that the book wasn't actually coughed up in the legendary caffinated 21 days. It's that Kerouac planned his road trips specifically as fodder for his work, and then very deliberately chose the "this happened then that happened format," maybe not only-or not at all-as a rebellion against form, but to be true to form. "The scroll was therefore a restriction: it was a way of defining form, not a way of avoiding form," Menand writes.

Reading this made me so happy. Suddenly I can recognize more than the cobblestoned landscape of Kerouac's stories. Now he's just a writer in love with humanity, specifically humanity in America in an era I didn't know. Perhaps he was simply interested in defining life as he knew it at the time, a literary goal I hope to share.

Now that the search for irony and the presumption of pretense was gone, I began to see Kerouac the man and the writer through the exhibit I visited yesterday and not only began to see what all the fuss is about, but felt like maybe I could be a part of it someday too.

Maybe by the time I write the novel of our generation, global warming will have made us The Heat Generation. The Scroll's next stop is The New York Public Library, where many of his notes will be included in the exhibit.

Telling the true story of the world in interior monolog

Here is the text of what I read at the Kerouac exhibit as what he was trying to do. And that's all writing ever is, is it not? It's a try.

Jack Kerouac's

BELIEF & TECHNICQUE FOR MODERN PROSE
LIST OF ESSENTIALS

1. Scribbled secret notebooks, and wild typewritten pages, for yr own joy
2. Submissive to everything, open, listening
3. Try never get drunk outside yr own house
4. Be in love with yr life
5. Something that you feel will find its own form
6. Be crazy dumbsaint of the mind
7. Blow as deep as you want to blow
8. Write what you want bottomless from bottom of the mind
9. The unspeakable visions of the individual
10. No time for poetry but exactly what is
11. Visionary tics shivering in the chest
12. In tranced fixation dreaming upon object before you
13. Remove literary, grammatical and syntactical inhibition
14. Like Proust be an old teahead of time
15. Telling the true story of the world in interior monolog
16. The jewel center of interest is the eye within the eye
17. Write in recollection and amazement for yourself
18. Work from pithy middle eye out, swimming in language sea
19. Accept loss forever
20. Believe in the holy contour of life
21. Struggle to sketch the flow that already exists intact in mind
22. Don't think of words when you stop but to see picture better
23. Keep track of every day the date emblazoned in yr morning
24. No fear or shame in the dignity of yr experience, language & knowledge
25. Write for the world to read and see yr exact pictures of it
26. Bookmovie is the movie in words, the visual American form
27. In praise of Character in the Bleak inhuman Loneliness
28. Composing wild, undisciplined, pure, coming in from under, crazier the better
29. You're a Genius all the time
30. Writer-Director of Earthly movies Sponsored & Angeled in Heaven